The Fallen.

In the past month plus, I've fallen a lot.

Over a month ago, I fell in love.

A month ago, I fell head over heels for you.

A day ago, I fell sick. (bummer... )

Through all these experiences, I've learnt a lot.

What pleases you, what doesn't. 

What you fancy, what you detest.

What you expect, what you wish not.

That's life. Life is a learning journey. People tend to rush through life, forgetting to stop for a moment and smell the flowers. Appreciate life for what it is, and dedicate your limited time to what's important. You are the ultimate decider on the quality of life, which spans from the quality time spent on what's worthwhile.
Why should people waste time on people who aren't worth their salt, on people who may just be a passing cloud?

Think, decide, and plan for the long run, for the future, for that is what awaits you. Sure, Live the moment, but look ahead into the moments impending, for that is what really matters. Time is short. =)

I've decided. What about you?

Journey into the beyond with me

Busy busy busy day...

Sigh... What a load of work to do lately... Shoots to organize, docking preparations to settle, logistics to raise....

Though, the journey is always worth it, knowing you're around. It's been awhile, and I'm happy to know that you've been a part of me in the past month plus, right now, and the future that's awaiting.
True, no one knows where life will take us, but it's only right to live life to the fullest. That way, you never let yourself down, knowing that you put in effort in all that you do. That alone, justifies for the difficulties and troubles in life, that you do not step down defeated, and you do not give up.

At times, I know I may do things that irritate you, but I assure you that I'm learning along the way, and I'd make it a point to not repeat them. Things will only get better with time. =)

In the meantime, sit back, relax, and enjoy the moments. =)

Thee Rak, Chan Rak Thuuhr~! =)

Rebirth

Good evening. 

It's been a looooong time since the last post. Much has changed since then..

I changed a few things in life, upgraded my camera gear (SX10 is gone, so is 40D.. 5D now), met new people, travelled to places (travelling again soon), and found myself a special someone (you'll probably never ever find this blog; bonus if you do). =)

I guess the first agenda would be to do a little reno around the blog... It has to go, and something more relevant has to go up. It's only fair; it's been so long since the last entry. I can't remain stagnant all my life, now can I?

Right now, you're on webcam with me, and you're still clueless about my reawakened blog. =D Let's see how observant you are, to find this little piece of heaven. In the meantime, a part of the blog will be dedicated to you, and our moments shared, memories together. =)

I love you, bee~

There's no proper word that can be used to describe you, simply because you're uniquely you, and you're absolutely irreplaceable~

I'm sorry I make you angry at times for the silly things I do... but believe me, I would never intentionally make you angry... I didn't mean to... I'd much rather use my energy to make your life better, and make your life a happier one~ =D

~Mia Vita~

Ending the post, with a Smile, a Kiss and Hugs aplenty. =)

T.H

Sinful Indulgence....

Good morning~ Afternoon, rather...

It's a good sign that the year will be a good one. On the 2nd day of the New Year, I played my part to stimulate the economy and spent 700bucks on a Camera. A Canon SX10 IS. Not an SLR, but it ain't no puny point-and-shoot. =P That's right, that'll be fulfilling my 5th resolution. Took the cammie out for a test ride ( no wheels ), under the tutelage of someone. =P

Here are a few shots, just for fun's sake.
PS: The images have not been touched up yet, so these are purely the images produced from the camera and fiddling with the settings. =D Don't laugh... Imma still a sapling in this field.

Plantz Plantz~

Guess where. =P

Oh I just realized that I forgot to set the date and time for the camera... So right now this pic was supposedly taken in 22 Jan 08 23:56. What a bright sky for midnight hours. =D

Zoom capability test. At 20x optical zoom. =D

Sun's Setting Soon.

I hope the sparrow ain't shitting.

Fast Shutter test. =D

Imma gonna be out doing a tiny bit more practice shooting later. I'll update later. =D Gotta run~!

1st Post (of the New Year)

Woohoo~ It's the New Year, and the New Year always calls for new stuff. Things have got to change.

2009 is the year of change.

For a start, on the first day of the New Year, I learnt how to rollerblade. =) It's a start, though I'd still require alot of polishing. It just spurs me on to do so much more. There's a list of to-dos and to-accomplish (es) planned for 2009, and here it is. =)

1. Learn a new sport (Either ice-skating or blading)
2. Learn to use a musical instrument (Planning already underway)
3. Complete my driving lessons and obtain my license
4. Finish piecing my 2 sets of jigsaws and wall-mount them in my new room (Need motivation to start, lol)
5. Actively partake in photography and record my precious moments (Equipment sourcing)
6. Regularly update my blog ( This one will be a little tough )

And so on and so forth. =P FYI the list is non-exhaustive, but since I've put it up, I will adhere to it to the max of my capabilities. =) There are 4 more which are supposedly secret. =P Only the deserving may ask, haha~

Anyway, haven't been sailing since I came back from the overseas sailing. A much needed rest indeed~ Most importantly, the room is COMPLETE! Never will I have to tolerate the lack of privacy, never will I constantly have to be on the receiving end of naggings because of my personal belongings strewn here and there. I bet there'll be people curious about how it turned out. I'll post pictures after my cam comes, and after I fully furnish the room to the way I like it.

I'm still lacking:

1. Curtains
2. Matching Bedsheets
3. Pillows
4. The out-of-stock latex overlay from IKEA
5. Pioneer Home Theatre System

Soon... Soon. Real Soon now...
*snicker*

Memories of Times long past

Sigh... Good afternoon.

Finally some time to rest. It's been so long since I spent an entire day packing up the house. This time it's different. It's an entire overhaul, and I basically went through ALL my things, even those aged 15 and above ( I actually mean the items' age). These included toys, model cars, and class photos.
Now, class photos are precious things. These are the ones that make you smile and laugh at how you used to look, and then grants you authority over victims who used to look really amusing; pictures that can be used for blackmail during Christmas parties ( it's around the corner, isn't it. That's convenient) =D

With those memories fresh (after a little renewing), I did what most would do; go crazy on Facebook and start searching them up. With a little help from friends from primary school whom I still have in relative contact on FB, I managed to dig up easily twenty to thirty people on pending invites. I guess a gathering can be arranged if everyone's keen. I'll probably scan a few pictures in after I return from the extended sailing.

Oh I haven't mentioned.. To those who aren't aware, I'll be away from the 8th Dec (that's tomorrow) till the 17th Dec. After which I'll be on leave for the Christmas and New Year holidays =). Also, the home reno will be complete by then. I'll plug in a few pictures for all to see ( just a few, just to leave enough curiosity to draw people to come during housewarming (if there'll be one). It took awhile, but finally it'll be so. I longed for it, and now, SUCCESS! wheeee~ *twirls around the room*

Much has been accomplished this year. So so much. And so much has happened too, be it in the family or social life-wise. I pray that 09 will be a good and bountiful year, for all, near or far.

I guess the blog will also require some reno to suit my room. Any offers from the public? =)

Require Blog-contractors
Floorplans are readily available
Please submit proposal and quotations,
or drop me a call/msg/msn =)

Alright people, take great care.

~JZ~

Memories Echo Back and Forth.

Lonely September

I'm sitting here all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Well, I didn't mean for this to go, as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close, and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go, as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close, and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself
With this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone
It's not getting me very far
I look around my room and
Everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go, as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close, and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then, we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills, the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

A dedication. Enjoy.